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Goodbye my long hair

2011-08-04T21:19:00.000-07:00

goodbye my long hair.. it's been so long i never change hairstyle...
finally change to short hair yesterday.. :)

abit auntie look but i still like it.. just like my school time hairstyle..

but i still prefer my long hair.. haha..

It's been so long

2011-07-28T02:07:00.000-07:00

It's been so long.. :) 4 years never update my blog.. shall start back now..

Unforgettable Lunar 8/15

2007-09-25T22:45:00.000-07:00

After work, went to a nearby shopping mall to find “tang lung”. Really wish to play “tang lung” at this Lunar 8/15 night. But nobody was selling “tang lung” in the shopping mall.. :-( We only managed to find 1 shop, but the price is unreasonable so decided to give up.

Attended a bbq party. After that we went back to our flat. When I switched on a light it kept on blinking. We ignored it, after he took bath, he switched on the tv. Suddenly all of the lights kept on blinking and the electric main point was on fire and then blackout. Very dark and alot of smoke at the moment and we could not see thing clearly. The fire was just near the door. So scary there were no alternate exit unless we jump out from the windows. But we didn't have windows key as well. We were so panic and don’t know what to do. The fire were growing rapidly, he called his dad. His father asked him to put out the fire. Meanwhile, I went to open all windows. Luckily he managed to put out the fire by using big pillow in living room. He quickly opened the main door and we managed to escape. His parent and brother rushed to our flat to ensure that we were fine at that time. His father helped to check the electric main power and turned off the incoming electric to ensure everything is fine until it is being fixed the next day. We went back to another house.

What an unforgettable Lunar 8/15.

worthless or worthwhile

2007-09-21T03:50:00.000-07:00

Unhappy recently... :(

alot of thing is out of my control..
I really wish i can make it.. but no matter how hard I try and how much time or money that I spend.. it's worthless...

really hope a miracle will happen in a short while..

Material Goods

2007-08-12T07:20:00.000-07:00

Read below horoscope from friendster.. :) seems quite accurate.. these two days went to shopping.. but just window shopping... really wish i can buy alot of things.. feel unhappy and down.. too expensive for me.. but life still need to go on.. must keep more money for better future.. cheer up !!!

The Bottom Line
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Wanting bigger and better things in your life is fine, but avoid being greedy.

In Detail
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Today you will see how successful many of the people in your life are. Unfortunately, this might awaken the green-eyed monster lurking deep inside of you. Their new homes, fancy cars and designer wardrobes are all things that you could have -- but do you really want them? Wanting bigger and better things in your life is admirable, but you cannot focus on material goods now. Make sure that you are working toward the right goals in your life.

Innocent

2007-07-20T06:25:00.000-07:00

This is a cruel world. If you are not cunning enough will end up in a very pity situation. You must be very capable in arguing and smart enough to turn around. Or else you will loose. In order to cover some mistake, somebody can just push an innocent people to bear the responsibility for her/his mistake.

Lesson learns from this:
1. Don’t be too helpful, you might burn yourself.
2. Keep every single email, in case you need to find any evidence in future. Everything must be black and white.
3. Learn to be smart.
4. Fight back if you face any unfair incident.

Selfish

2007-06-23T08:39:00.000-07:00

So sad now, really wish to cry. I’m a gal, don’t dare to go out and walk to car park alone at night. Is it wrong? How come you don’t care about my safety yet ask me to fetch you at 11.15pm. Do you know how I feel? I’m really upset and angry, how come you don't care about my safety at all.

How come you are not angry about your friend for not fetch you home as per promised? But angry about me for not fetching you. If I really go to fetch you and touch wood if anything happen to me, will you forgive yourself?! Will you feel guilty?!!

Goal

2007-06-21T07:25:00.000-07:00

May i know what is your goal? I'm abit confuse about my goal. To be more accurate I don't even know what is my goal. Sigh..Feel boring, tired and empty.

Me: What time you will free? Can accompany me awhile?
Bf: Not free.. 27 years old already wanna earn more money (while surfing internet to see how people do investment)

Suddenly, i feel really down. As i don't even know what is my goal. Everyday just repeat the daily routine. Wake up --> work --> sleep.

Can "earning more money" become my goal as well?!!

Big Boss

2007-06-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

Today our big boss comes to KL branch to visit us and we have dialogue session. All of us remain silent and don’t dare to say anything.

Suddenly boss ask one of my colleague are you happy.. hehe.. Guess what my colleague reply… all of us laughs after hearing his reply

Boss: XYZ are you happy?
XYZ: (Silent for a few second) Ai……. (Slowly look at the floor) happy…

In fact, if boss ask me this question i also do not know how to answer. Might be happy is the best answer.

First "Chou Dou Fu"

2007-05-31T08:39:00.001-07:00

Ai... i forget my blogger password again. But finally managed to reset it.. :) really blur

Have you ever tried "chou dou fu" before? Yesterday, i tried it for first time.. Went to setapak with bf and discovered a smelly stall.. hence, we went there to have a look.. alot of people was eating the "Chou Dou Fu"

We decided to buy 1 piece of "chou dou fu".. first time eating it.. so nervous.. at first don't dare to eat, only dare to try after bf have a bite on the "chou dou fu".. hehe

Actually not very smelly.. it has a special taste which i don't know how to descript. :)

Long tim no see ..

2007-05-22T07:36:00.000-07:00

Finally update my blog... it been so many months already.. i left my blog alone.. so sorry ya.. :)

Decided to update abit.. what happen to me recently? Actually quite alot lar..

Movie Outing

2006-11-29T06:05:00.000-08:00

Just watched a movie with colleagues. It is an enjoyable movie outing. :)
Hmm... Suddenly feeling unbearable as we might be in different dept in future. Sigh. Anyway, luckily we had our team-building last month. All the best to all.

Panda's eyes

2006-11-22T07:13:00.000-08:00

Feel tired.. my eyes look like panda now.. hmm.. even tired also don't wish to sleep so early..

Stupid Question

2006-11-07T07:36:00.000-08:00

Hi Long Time didn't update my blog.. hmm.. :)
Don’t know what to write actually..
Some update on me.. I'm quite bz with a project recently.. Hope can accomplish it on time.. Hmm.. just came back from sg for cousin wedding.. and my family came to kl during school holiday..

A stupid question:
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If you have chance to choose either facial package/product or beautiful clothes. Which one will you choose?

Kapas Trip

2006-06-26T05:09:00.001-07:00

Just back from kapas island.. hmm.. This trip is not that nice if compare with other island trip that I ever joined. Mostly is due to the food quality and quantity.. haha.. we must go to the café on-time or earlier than the scheduled time. Or else we got nothing to eat.. haha.. so pity even paid it doesn’t guarantee that you will get your food. The scenery also ma ma de.. but anyway is a place that can let us relax..  really don’t wish to come back to kl.. once step in kl mean working.. hehe..

Hi

2006-06-04T06:51:00.000-07:00

Hi.. finally I update my blog.. Actually I have alot of news or things to share.. hehe

My sister just get married last week.. Happy wedding to her oh.. If you guy wanna see the photo you can view it thru my friendster account.. :) aiyoyo.. i'm eldest ler.. until now still single.. keke

last last saturday, me and mr.lee went to titiwangsa for jogging.. Guess what we saw a rainbow.. it's been such a long time I don’t stand a chance to see a rainbow after graduate from KU.. :) so beautiful..

Changing my life

2006-04-26T06:56:00.000-07:00

Arrr... wish to change my current lifestyle..

routine at nite 1:
eat --> online --> bath --> sleep

routine at nite 2:
eat --> bath --> online --> sleep

routine at nite 3:
eat --> dial into company network to work --> bath --> sleep

routine at nite 4:
eat --> bath --> dial into company network to work --> sleep

very unhealthy..

Hello...

2006-04-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

Long time didn't update my blog already.. just drop here to say hi.. hehe.. still the same as usual everyday work, back home, online.. no big chances.. Recently no mood to work don’t know y.. One day after another.. Today is Wednesday already.. Going to weekend soon.. :p

Last week went to pc fair.. alot of people there.. buy nothing just walk here and there to window shopping.. but mr lee bought speaker and cdr.. i saw honey.. Really unexpected.. :) Besides that saw su teng as well..

Have you heard about pilates? If I mentioned about yoga for sure alot of people heard it b4 right? Both exercises are very good.. Maybe u can choose one and focus in learning it in order to release our tension, tranquil our soul, shape up our figure and increase our immune system. :P

Opps.. a lot of “fei hua”.. cya

Not Ready Yet

2006-02-22T07:37:00.000-08:00

hihi.. first of all want to thanks honey.. coz teach me how to add photo into my blog..
thank you... :)

testing.. testing 123

here is the first photo that I'm trying to upload..
the title is "Not Ready Yet"

Tired + CNY

2006-01-04T08:35:00.000-08:00

Feel really tired... but don't wish to sleep yet.. hmm going to update my blog again.. heart is tired.. brain is tired.. I'm tired.. hmm.. don't know what to write actually..

Let’s talk about happy things.. CNY is coming soon.. all shopping complex is playing CNY song.. like this kind of atmosphere.. whenever I hear the song will feel very happy regardless of how bad is my mood.. the CNY song will cheer me up.. :P
By the way, I haven’t buy anything or clothes for CNY. Have you guys prepared anything for this coming CNY?
Ya.. almost forget to wish all my friend happy New Year 2006!!

Is friday again...

2005-11-25T19:55:00.000-08:00

Is Friday again. Time flies. 1 week after another week.. Feel very tired eventhough today is Friday.. Don’t have any plan for the weekend. Actually my weekend is already full of plan. Why I said don’t have any plan yet my weekend is full of activities, Am I contradicting myself? Hmm.. Perhaps I don’t have mood for those activities kuah.. I’ll go back to Muar tomorrow attend my cousin wedding ceremony. And later I will go to attend bf’s cousin ceremony. Sunday need to attend another wedding ceremony again. Wah, full of wedding ceremony. Haha… seems like don’t have fun activities for weekend for a long time already..
Need to go out now… bye

Funny

2005-11-05T01:10:00.000-08:00

Feel really funny when i read back my old post regarding my career and relationship... coz i leave my home town again.. and go back to KL... dunno wat to say...

dunno how to comment.. keke..

Hihi Long time didn't see

2005-10-24T22:52:00.000-07:00

hello all my friend... long time didn't update my blog lor.. :) finally manage to update it today..
kit as promised this is my blog.. hehe.. luckily i still remember my password and login id..

I'm in a training room now.. waiting for others to start the training session after breaking from lunch.. BRIO Intelligent (BRIO Query) - a reporting tools which can help us to retrieve data from database easily.. :)

see ya.. to be continued after work..

Hello

2005-03-18T15:40:00.000-08:00

Working live make me tired... read back the last post. I though I’ll be very happy and relax after complete the special project. But now only I realize... relaxing live is not that good and boring as well. The most important thing is I can’t learn much from the daily routine. I hate this kind of meaningless life… Seems like repeating the task everyday and is meaningless task to me, for example create new webpage according to template, change the design of the page, write some simple coding and etc.

What I want is a marvelous job! I also don’t know how to describe my dream job. Perhaps I hope that I can learn more thing rather than copy, paste and modify. I want opportunity; I dun even get an opportunity to try or even do something which is more challenging. Perhaps u might say “we must fight for opportunity”. Yup, I admit that I should fight for it, but not in the current company. Because I knew that is impossible. So I make the decision to leave the current job.

I found a job, which is much better if comparing with my current job. For sure the salary is higher as well. But the most important thing is I can learn much from there for example Oracle DBMS, Unix Server, multiple programming languages and the opportunity to go overseas for training. I’m very happy at first because it is a great opportunity. But after a while I cried because of the location of new office. The new office is not at KL but in Muar. U might think I’m stupid and wondering why I cried. But for sure u all know the reason. I’m unbearable to apart with my bf. But my friend consoles me, she said I should treat this as a test see how deep is our love and “if he’s yours, then he’s urs”, no one can take him away. Moreover opportunity only knocks once; if I let over it that’s mean I’ll lost the great opportunity. What is your opinion? Should I accept or reject the opportunity?

After having a deep consideration, I decided to accept the offer. This is what I want to tell my bf ~ “I really hope that we can maintain our long distance relationship in a well manner”

If u were me, what will u choose? Stay at KL or back for the job?

Working days

2004-12-03T22:20:00.000-08:00

Finally, i start working already... long time didn't update this blog already.. too tired.. coz everyday OT mah.. if manage to complete the special task.. the life afterward will be very relaxing.. really wish that day will come soon..
to all my fellow friends... good luck and all the best for your future understaking... :p

Wondering

2004-11-09T13:16:00.000-08:00

long time didn't update my blog.. Finally i had graduated... hmm... study for so many year.. now no need to study anymore.. feel wierd and quite unbearable.. now busy looking for job...
ai.... wondering how my future will be... hope can find a good job soon... so i no need to travel here and there for interview or look for job...

Exam.. exam .. exam

2004-10-12T01:51:00.000-07:00

oh... i did badly for my distributed computing examination... dunno how to do.. a lot of questions.. really unexpected... even read also no use.. this is the first time that i feel scare... really scare...

still have three more papers to go.. jia you.. kambateh.. to myself and to my friends.. we'll graduate soon.. yes... finally..

I'm very "fan"

2004-09-18T23:17:00.000-07:00

I'm very fan now.. just no mood to do things.. dunno why.. really dun hv mood.. i waste my entire weekend.. do nothing at all.. yet monday need to pass up my documentation.. how i going to survive... feel sad.. really down...

perhaps i'm running away.. running away from my burdens... my responsiblities as a undergraduate.. why why why.... i'm so fai... i keep blaming myself... i hate myself..

Tired

2004-09-15T01:24:00.000-07:00

Really really tired.. y am i so tired... ai... too many homework...
most headache things is my PSM... i got a lot of documentation need to do... need to do some coding also... have to complete it within this week.. oh my god.. where is my god... but sometime i'll let myself have a break also.. run away from all these homework.. haha.. i just came back from muar... haha... a great escape..

going to graduate soon.. what is the feeling rigth now? unbearable for something such as friends, bf and etc.. to all my friends.. don't forget me oh.. haha.. to my bf.. hope that we "still the same" even after gradaute..

hmm.. feel happy also coz no need to face homework and exam anymore.. but scare also .. scare whether able to find a good job... scare whether will become jobless.. it's scaring me..

Doing nothing again

2004-08-29T16:16:00.000-07:00

ai... doing nothing again.. holiday for 5 days.. but until now didn't do my homework... sigh.... went back to hometown last two day.. just back to melaka yesterday nite.. sien..

Finally

2004-08-24T01:42:00.000-07:00

Wahaha... i forget my username and password for blogger... Luckily June help me to recall back my username.. Thanks June.. Finally i manage to remember recall back my password as well.. i wonder why i type the password, yet can't login.. At last i manage to login with the same password.. Maybe is due to spelling error kuah..

Another meaningless day again.. I planed to read chapter 1, 2, and 3 for distributed system. But end up with sleep for the entire afternoon.. Too boring lah.. When I read the text book my eyes close automatically.. haha

Feel guilty for the laziness.. haha… anyway I’m going to finish chapter 1 soon.. so is 1/3 percent success for my goal today. Haha… but how ya… I gonna finish chapter 2 until 5 with 2 days???!!!!! Aiyo.. the exam is on Thursday.. Feel headache again..

A lot of thing need to do

2004-08-17T10:58:00.000-07:00

Ahhh.... i have a lot of thing to do... exam, psm, assignment, etc... hope can complete all those thing as soon as possible.. after that i can enjoy.. but when i can complete? Haha... sigh.. Yesterday i did some documentation for psm.. today need to focus on prolog.. coz tomorow lab test.. scare lab test.. coz no confident at all.. from my experience i'll not score in lab test.. ai... hope this time will be diferent.. but prolog is very complicated for me... haha.. another impossible task again.. Anyway gambateh yo.. :p to myself and all friend who will take prolog lab test..

Another "fai" day

2004-08-09T00:50:00.000-07:00

Hmm... doing nothing again today... Today is the 4th day of my mid term break... so lazy and no mood to do my homework and prepare for my exam... really fai... i wonder why a person need to study and why there is a lot of mission or homework...

First or second?

2004-08-06T00:02:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. actually i created a blog b4... but dunno why after i posted the first post... i can't access to the page anymore... so i create another blog...

let me start off by using my blue blue heart and mind.. just attended a funeral.. this make me think about a lot of things... i begin to afraid.. a afriad to lost my beloved grandfather, grandmother.... and even my parent... i admit one day i must face all these things... but when thinking about this just wish to cry and unbearable... is it very stupid... sad for future things..... I promise myself i need to go back to hometown as frequent as possible... to accompany my grandfather, grandmother and my parernt...